you’re filled with a warmth inside your being, from your center to all around you. it’s not like you gain consciousness, but you’re in a better space.
your heart blooms open, all your love blossoming out. where will you look first?
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a letter to mac..
november 12, 2018
mac, please never take it lightly when i tell you how much you mean to me. how much i love you. how bad, how different my life would be without you. every day we talk, everyday we interact, i get so happy. you're the best friend i could ever ask for. you've supported me through everything, you've accepted every part of me. you've been here with me through all the laughs, all the smiles, all the tears, all the good and bad days. i can't remember a day without you, it feels like you've always been right by my side. i will stand by you forever and always. i promise that, wholeheartedly. it's us against the world. if i were to use any words to describe what you are to me, i would say— with every fiber of my being— that you're my platonic soulmate. no one could ever mean as much to me as you do. you bring so much joy to me, you have for so long.
what i want to say is, thank you. thank you so much. for absolutely everything. i adore you, mac.
i don’t know who i’d be without you
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a letter to eli..
february 6, 2019
at the moment of writing this, we've only known each other for a good 12 days. but, dude, i love you so much and we've grown so close. you're my best friend. i don't know how much i can say, but i just want to tell you that i love you so much. i'm so happy we've met. you're so funny, kind, and just. so fucking great to talk to. i hope we call much more, because i haven't laughed as hard as i did when we called in a really, really long fucking time. you make me smile so easily and i love every dumbass jokes we make together. from being 'one', to tables, to screaming the entirety of 'bear please stop breaking my kayak' over each other then saying it backwards. i hope we have many more dumbass moments together. i love you so much, and bitch boy is a better insult than poopyhead. our one braincell split into two, as we became the others half.
i don’t know where i’d be without you
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for you, rach
february 17th, 2019
i can't put it into words how happy you make me. talking to you, interacting you, seeing a notification of yours, even just thinking of you. i get overflowed with a surge of happiness. a surge of blushiness and just.. any good, positive, lovey emotion that can be named. you're a shining beacon in my world, and have the perfect amount of sweetness. you fill me up with love. love for you, love for life. you make me happy, and i know i keep saying that, but it's true. i don't know how to put into words how much you mean to me. i've been trying to write this for hours, i've gotten to points where my mind is just blank and all i can feel is love, happiness, softness. you're just perfect in the absolute most human way. everything you do puts a smile on my face. i want to give you whatever it is possible to guarantee eternal happiness for you. i just wanna give you the softest, biggest, yet tightest hug. give you all the smooches in the world. i could go on forever if i could just get the words out right, but i'll leave it here. i love you, sweets.
i don’t know how i’d be without you
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your heart tells you everything about yourself, your life, and what you've been through. you are finally at peace. the endless void surrounds you, holding you in it's peaceful emptiness. but lights begin to shine around you, and you see you weren't under the sea. you were never there to begin with. you were in the sky. in the vastness of space, accompanied by the planets and the stars.
it was almost as if you were in the center of the universe, maybe you were the universe. but your skin turns into stars and you become one with outer space. one with your new home. where you will find yourself watching over the ones you love, waiting for someone to join you in the abyss.
some would say you're lonely, and while somedays you would like some extra company, you've never been happier.
you close your eyes and go to sleep, letting yourself become who you were always meant to be.
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